THANK U GOD !!

I am going to be a mom sooooon(after few months)!!!! Iam so happy,trilled,exhilarated…(all the words in the dictionary which mean overjoyed) !
Everyone at home is so happy!

THANK U GOD!!!…….THANK U VERY MUCH…..I LOVE U!!

But iam scared too….what if something like last time happens…
Please pray for me….that everything should be fine and normal from the beginning to the end….and that I have a healthy baby…..please I need ur good wishes…..pray for me!!!

DOOORdarshan…

My hubby suddenly enters the room and while switing the lights on ,sings in a childish tone…”.jab mai chota baccha tha..,badi sharrtat karta tha…meri chori pakdi jaati…Ab mai bilkul boodha hu,..goli kha kar jeeta hu…phir roshni deta Bajaj!!”

Then he asked me “u remember this ad from chidhood days”…and we started laughing..

This made me remember the schooldays…and the Commercial Ads and Serials on the ‘only one channel then’…apna DOORDARSHAN…DD1…..ye hai national channel… aur ap dekh rahe hai Doordarshan !!
The only few ads I could remember were:

- “Shilpa Char chaand lagaye…SHILPA BINDI”

- The ad of PAAN PARAG ….(it comes even now but in those days the one with Ashok Kumar and a tallllllll person used to come..)
tall man asking ashok kumar-aur mere liye??
Ashok Kumar replies back – apke liye ye hai na(showing the looooong strip of Paan Parag….followed by the song…..”paan parag…paan masala..paan parag”!!…hehehe!!!

-The ad for milk- Doodh doodh doodh doodh …garmi may daalo doodh may ice ,doodh ban gaya very nice….piyo daily once or twice….mil jaiga tasty surprise”

with the ad for milk I remember the ad for eggs – Sunday khana ,Monday khana...roz
ande khana…andeeehee!!

Then coming to the serials from those days that flashed into my mind::
the great detective serial – KARAMCHAND….with detective Karamchand eating a carrot all the time….and it would always end with karamchand’s secretary telling him…Sir u r a genious!

Then wedneddays…we would wait for 8 pm …..for the famous music serial CHITRAHAAR…later I think it was changed to Sunday..

Thursdays- the regional music serial-Chitralahari(telugu songs).

Sundays were the days when we would wake up only when we could here the sound of the cartoon serial –HE-MAN…THE POWER OF THE UNIVERSE!!..He-man would always shout I got the power!!(later many cartoon started coming ,but I don’t know y I remember this one in particular)….He man would be followed by Ramayan…later Mahabharat….the sword of Tipu Sultan…
One more Sunday serial about which I barely remember (it was I think when I was in primary school)…I just remember the song “RAJANI RAJANI !!”

Later the Sunday morning slot for cartoon was replaced with the serial CHANDRAKANTA….and its title song was Chandra kanta ki kahani ye man hai purani…ye purani ho kar bhi badi lagti hai suhani…
Then Sunday would be day for watching Hindi movie on tv

Well ……these were the ads and serials I could remember…some memories r so faded …I can barely remember them….TV during school days!!…but really at that time that one channel Doordarshan was only sufficient to facinate us…now a days….more the channel more the confusion about what to see…and ending up seeing nothing in particular…

CPR in a case of LOVE –ATTACK!!!

Yesterday…Sunday….supposed to be a Fun-day ….but I had duty ….a NITE DUTY!!!(went yesterday at 9.30 am and returned today at 3 pm).But luckily it was not so busy…so I had time to study …and the topic I read was “CARDIO-PULMONARY RESUSCITATION (CPR)……end-of-life care in cases of drowning,hypothermia,cardiac failure etc..I had just one page more to read that these weird thoughts started creeping in my mind…hehe!!…how would we do a CPR if someone has a LOVE-ATTACK or a LOVE CANCER!!!

Observations and protocol would be::
B.P – Not recordable .(cuz my heart beats for someone else now.,and is not ready to function for me..!!)
Pulse – Not felt. ( my heart pumps blood for someone else now!!)
Body Temperature – Hotttt !
Pupils - Dilated and not reacting to light( cuz my eyes want a full vision of my sweet heart without even a blink..!!!)

Now CPR done according to ACLS protocol ( read LOVE NORMS!…. cardiac massage,Inj.
Adrenaline,Atropin ,oxygen etc are replaced by kisses,smooches and hugsss!! )

Patient declared deadly in LOVE at 11.30 am


Signature of Certifying doctor.

Heeheeee!

(being recently married crazy thoughts like these I guess r normal and PARDONABLE….i know CPR is a very serious , important and life saving thing,I don’t intend to make fun of it…I just wrote about my stupid imagination! )


ok….i was just thinking about this when I got an SMS from my freind Roxy..it was::

Please can u lend me 2000 Rupees..
I will return it day after tomorrow..
I need it badly….
Please help me out..
I know u have it..PLZZZ…

SARDAR TALKS TO AN ATM MACHINE!!!!

Heheehe!!!!! These ghisse peethe age old sardar jokes r never OUT !! If not a great laugh they still sure leave u with a smile!!

I....Me....Myself !!

Had been tagged by JithU…so here I go describing myself in 20 points-

1) I am my parents youngest daughter and the eldest daughter- in- law of my parent inlaws.I was pampered a lot at my moms place ,I was almost a tomboy as a child,always used to do everything my brothers would do…eat ,,play,climb trees ,run over walls,dress up like them.Now I have metamorphosed into a fine lady,but am still pampered over here in my inlaws home.


2) I am a doctor by profession and I love the decency,dignity and responsibity of my profession.I want to be highly educated(but iam not working hard for it. :-(..).I like people who r serious about and dedicated to their work…..at the same time I like to be lazy at times…I can spend a whole day sitting in front of the idiot box or laying in bed doing practically nothing,..hehe!


3) As a child I was very fussy and big ‘chor’ in eating.Feeding me would be a big task for my mom..(I remember that I used to hide roties in the remote corner of the house ,behind clothes in cupboards etc…and when mom used to clean the
house or tracing the line of ants she would reach my hiding place..i would have it BIGGG from her.I also used to stuff the breakfast in my mouth just before leaving and once out of our home I would voluntarily vomit out everything.)…But now my eating habits have changed for the better.I eat anything ,anytime…but in small
quantity.I like to taste different kinds of recipes…I am unconcerned about my weight( it hasn’t changed since years,cuz my running around in the hospital takes
care of it)…but one fact of my life (which I regret ) is…whatever I eat first goes
to my cheeks and the remaining thing is for the rest of the body…that’s the reason I still have my childhood cheeks…uhuhu!! :-(


4) It takes time for me to open up with people.I cant be chirpy from the first meeting itself, I prefer to be a listener at first..I am not a person who brings life into a social gathering.Only people who know me well know how talkative and naughty and wild I can be.


5) I like to have many friends.Even if I don’t talk for hours with anyone I like to have atleeeast a “Hi-Hello” kinda talk with all the people I know. I don’t like it when someone is pissed off and I am the reason behind their off mood. I don’t hesitate to say a sorry to anyone to bring back relations on track.


6) Music…..i feel is a great Anti-stress agent. My kind of music depends on my mood. Music helps me to relax and get rid of tensions..

7) I am scared to announce any Bollywood Actor as my favourite…Cuz I’ve noticed that when ever I say that I like some hero…his downfall begins,or that person doesn’t comeup at all…hehe!!! .I started liking Salman Khan …but then he started losing hair and got involved in the hunting case.Then I said I like Abhishek Bachan,Fardeen Khan and Jugal Hasraj for their chocolate looks…but they r still struggling to make it big on the silver screen….haha!!!


8) I fight a lot …I mean not serious kind of fight…but fidget a lot with people I love most and people I know will be for me forever,no matter how wrong I might be…So my hit list includes :
In my family : my mom, my hubby, my brothers…particularly my eldest brother,and my cousin siddu.
Among friends : Bhavna,Sweetu, Mitesh,Aseema top the list…now-a-days,I am also including Geo in the category.


9) I have a very destructive kind of anger…though I cant remain angry for a long time …but in that short span I do things hayway…and then repent later..(getting paranoid in a flash n regaining poise the next second)


10) I am very forgetfull or say careless about certain things…like locking the cupboard before leaving for job,picking up my bangles an earrings from the bathroom ,or bedside table after bath and after a good nites sleep.My dad used to lock my cupboard before marriage now my hubby does it…hehe!


11) I love to be loved. And I am very possessive and jeolous by nature.I just cant take it when people I love show their affection for others…particularly if they use words like ‘wonderful’,’pretty’,’sweets’, ‘anything for u’..etc for others .i can be really mean at times to have all their love only for myself…:-D


12) I love to cook for my family.I like to be appreciated for my dishes(if they r really good).If someone eats something goood I made with an expressionless face..its like they r provoking the devil inside me to spoil the food the next time I make something for that person…hehe! (though I never did it in reality ,but it sure does urge me)


13) I love shopping for myself and my family n friends.i have a craze for purses,hair bands and dresses.I like Indian but trendy dressing…and many a times u can find me going through the ‘ what is in fashion and what is out” in newspapers and magazines.I feel shopping is the time when we take off our minds from baseless issues which hurt us..

14) I love to gift others…with or without any occasion.I love to make sudden Phone calls to my old friends…I like to give them the unexpected surprise ..

15) I have Allergic Rhinitis. I am allergic to dust,fumes,chemicals or any strong perfume…so whenever someone striggers the membranes of my nose with their strong perfume,my countless sneezes take the revenge.. :-D

16) At the same time , I am a very Winter Person..I love this season,and I hate summer months..just cant tolerate the sweat and itch …so I end up having bath 4-5 times a day during summer…and that leaves me sneezing again!

17) I love kids(more so between 1 yr and 3yrs)…their innocence ,playful grins,tender fingers….their tiny miny cute cute clothes,their socks …shoes ,scanty,soft,silky hair..…everything is so cute..


18) I have perfect control on my sleep (can sleep anytime and wake up whenever required) and absolutely no control over my emotions( too difficult to hide tears )

19) I admire simplicity of nature in people.I dislike over mature,clever,cunning people who show attitude and arrogance all the time…u can say I like people who r young at heart…childish,but not stupid.And for the hypocrites my only advice would be “ if u cant practice things urself ,plz don’t preach about it to others”..


20) I am very God fearing person.I like to spend some time reading holy books and offering prayers.It helps a great deal by soothing not just one’s mind but also our soul

Geo and jithU have already taken the quiz…
So now I tag – sujit,Hope and Love and Jaggu take it and help us, know u better

New Template

At last i selected one template...the credit of suffering all the pains due to my many rejections and choosy nature goes to Mitesh.he has helped me a loooooooootttttttttttt...thanks a tonnn!! and i really liked it...if i dont like it again after sometime ,i will trouble u again,dont worry..hehehe!!

Thanks to Sujit also for his suggestion!

Theft,,Burglary,,Decoity!!!

Today after I came back from hospital,and after my lunch and afternoon nap ,I sitched on my PC and tried to connect to the net…I got connected also …but after a short while I got the message that the LAN cable has been unplugged. I switched off the computer without giving much thought to the message thinking that after sometime the LAN(whatever on earth it means…)will get plugged.in the evening again we tried to connect ,but got the same msg…then I called up my subscriber..and lodged a complaint, he said he would look into the matter.


In the mean time one veryyyy close pal of mine called up.We r the besetest of friends ,his name is Patel but I rarely call him by his name…my name for him is Sweetu.he also helps me a lot in solving my computer related problems.We r so close that we never miss any chance of bullying and teasing each other,confident of the fact that it will not effect our friedship.So today,was supposedly his day of pulling my poor dear leg!! It was all like :

He : Hi , r u busy ,studying kya?
Me : No ,am not studying..
Mere internet ka cable kisi ne cut n chori kar liya hai(someone has cut n stolen my net cable).so I was talking to the cable wala..
He :hehehe!!….internet cable chori ho gaya!!(cable is stolen!)…hahaha!!…u lost ur most priciest possession…ab “A” kaise jiyegi ??? meaning now how will A (myself) survive??…hahaa!! !(laughs to his heart’s content)
Me : very funny ha !! uhhh!!brush ur teeth okkk..
He : y should I brush my teeth,I don’t have to kiss anyone ….hehee(still enjoying my loss)…anyways when will it get restored?(my friends internet sucks he probabaly thought mine is worse than his and may take days to get back )
Me : he said he will get it done today itself..and I said brush ur teeth so that the plaque on ur teeth and ur badbreath gets cleared..okkk! No wonder u don’t have anyone to kiss…hehehe!!
He :ok…u take care..bye
Me :bye

I went back to the living room….and was going through the newspaper headlines…when I got a call from the net subscriber asking me to check out.I did it and it was functioning normally…nowwww…it was my chance…I thought I should not waste a minute in doing my bit of teasing Sweetu…
smsed him immediately : this is to inform u that the cable connection at my place has been restored….hehehee!!! Dhinak dhin taana…sweetu ka band to baja naaa!!..hehehe(!Me singing merrily and teasing him ..)

even now am enjoying …my connection and my small victory in the teasing game with Sweetu…..TADAAA- TUN - TADDAA…hehee!!

The Cry Of Our Hearts

(read this while browsing)

There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.

I assure myself everything is ok!
But who am I fooling?
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there are answers.
But I'm afraid and much too weak,
When I try to explain,
I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.
But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.

I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
But as I said "This is how I feel"
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thought go wild,
and here I am only a child.
If only you knew what I thought,
If only you knew what I fought.
I need my thoughts held captive.

Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal
and you'll help me think positive.
I'm hurting, I need you!
Please don't give up on me!
One day I will always make you smile!
Love,
Your Child