Sunday, February 19, 2006

LONG BREAK!!

Writing the blog after soooo many days…all this while have been missing my blog,and all my blog friends..and now that iam writing ,I don’t know how to start again…hehe!!
Okkk..i’ll just highlight few things that have happened since my last post…these r not in an order just penning down what ever is coming in my mind first…

*Highlights*

- Mom and Dad have returned from my bhaiya’s place…when they were leaiving India I was thinking that I couldn’t live without them for two months…but thanks to my lovely inlaws and my friends…I didn’t feel their absence much…two months just flewoff …mom n dad r again here in Hyderabad,beside me when ever I need them…

- My Bhaiya has been blessed with a cute baby boy.We named him Zuhair.I liked my new nephew so much that I see his pic almost 5-6 times daily ..hoping to give Zuhair a cousin as cute as him!!…hehee!!

- Enjoyed a lottttt with my guest…this bhabi had two kids and they were a good timepaas…The younger one (1an 1/2 yrs old),was so cute ,naughty and lovable…he kept us all busy with his activities….very fond of ball,balloons , learning to talk …made us laugh with his baby talk….i had become so attached with this family….cried a lot when they were leaving yesterday..


- Have gone for my checkups regularly…and have gained 2kgs weights till now…
Everyone at home wants me to change my Gynaecologist now….I was seeing Dr.Padma’latha till now…but she doesn’t have her own nursing home…so my people want me to visit Fernandez Hospital(a renowed one here)for this months checkup…changing the doctor has made me more superstitious…somehow…I had begun to feel very safe in Dr.Latha hands….anyways…have to change..


- Have cancelled my plan of appearing for Plab…I could prepare…and without any preparation I don’t want to go all the way to Mumbai …to have a practice of taking an exam again…am sad about it…but I could do much about it….i started sitting in the library after my job for studying….but my inlaws and parents were feeling that I am being careless and straining myself too much…so finish…that ends it there

- 14 th Feb this was my first time I celebrated Valentines Day!!…last year my hubby wasn’t in India…the whole day he was with me only…he had post duty off that day…..accompanied me to my hospital also and sat in the library there.Later in the evening we went to Lumbini Park,did boating there…then had dinner …BUT…..i had one of the pregnancy mood swings that day…..i don’t understand why I was off that day…he did so many things for me …but I just didn’t enjoy it that day….made his day also miserable…then next day…when I thought about it…felt very guilty,and apologized.

These pregnancy mood swing r really verrrry bad….in one such state of off mood I had begun to dislike this baby in my womb…just started feeling that I don’t want to live,I want to end my life ,wanted to run away to some place where no one recognizes me and this baby seemed like a burden,because of which I had to live…then later realized that it’s a sin…God please Forgive me for letting these stupid thoughts enter my mind…Sorry God..



- 4 kittens had made entry into our home…Actually theirs is a sad strory…the mom cat was killed by a street dog…may be in a fight to protect her kittens…so these orphan kitten came over here….we were giving them milk ..since no ne was there to feed them and protect them…but I am so scared of cats that I didn’t even touch them once…and would be jumping when ever they passed from near me….Now only one is remaining(this one also remains out usually just come for milk)….two of them were stolen…and our maid took away the third one cuz she has many rats in her home…!

- Have Gone to the Annual Exhibition here in hyd 4 times…I like going to the exhibition!!!..still like the swings,magic shows,stalls from all over India,the Dogs show,Mouth ka kuwa..etc etc..

Have seen the Nizams Jewels…...wow!!!! …amazing collection…great riches!!..i think ladies those days really dint have much work….just getting decked up from head to toe….but must say….wow!! wow!!

Have seen two movies-Rang de Basanti and The Angrez...liked both of them...Rang de Basanti is too good!



- Received fone call twice from Geo, and thankfully have been in regular touch with him…the first time he called…I was on my way back home and could hardly hear him…the second time,it was very clear…and dear Geo…U have a very mature masculine mota mota voice….hehe!!

- chatted with Jithu once.My dear friend Sujit has been sending offlines…he is now in US …May God bless him with all success..Another very close friend of mine Maseer has left for US…he too was a gem pal!

- and TODAY is Mitesh’s Engagement…he is getting engaged to Dimple…Iam soooo happy for my sweet friend…may u both make a wonderful couple together….the party might be going on right now,and they might all be dancing…I miss it so much…no problem.., u dance in mumbai and I’ll dance for u both here in Hyderabad….AJA WE MAAHI LETS DO BALLE!! BALLE!!….hehee!!....Congrates dear!!!!