Mama n papa reached bhaiya’s place safely…soon after reaching they called me up.Must say….big bro was too excited !( I’m sure not missing me..eh!)
Today again I had an urge to talk to my mom n dad (I had nothing particular to talk …but I usually get these bouts of urge…and I cant help it!)….
I picked up my mobile immediately and tried to connect to bhaiyas’s number…”based on ur current account, ur call can last a maximum of 2 mins” came the recorded msg …2mins!! that would be too less for me, I thought…R(hubby) reminded me that my BSNL India telephone card had more credit remaining, so I decided to use it, though it’s a boring long thing to do(all the time listening to the recorded instructions and stringently following them)
first message-“Welcome to the BSNL virtual card calling system,for instructions in English press one”…I did it sincerely.
Second message-“please enter the 16 digit code number”….this again I do very obediently.
Then again -“please enter the destination number”…I thought it’s the end of the process and dialed the number,,…..O God ! ..but I did it….message again in the same annoying melody --”the dialed number is incorrect,please check the number u have dialed”…I tried again…same message…I didn’t give up…tried again…and message changed and now it was “I’am sorry,ur call cannot be processed at the moment,please try again later”….i went through the long process again,4-5 times…to get the same “sweet”(arggg!!) recorded message…which seemed to irk me to hell !.
R had been noticing my frantic but fruitless efforts , sitting in his ease chair…he finally comes to help me out,(with that same taunting n notorious smile of his)…he dials the number and YO !! HOO!!!!…In the first attempt he succeeds in getting through…he gives me the receiver saying….”its ringing,talk now, sweety!”…I give him a congratulating and thanking pat on his shoulder and take the receiver ., fully charged …and I hear the ring for some time and again that “sweet “ message and this time it is “sorry ,there is no response ,please try again later”
Finally I gave up…hubby dear was kind enough to say that he would try it again…but now I was in no mood to hear the… uhhhh!!! Irritating ,recorded message in an “extra sweet vexatious melodious voice!!”….i hate it so much!!
Decided that I would fulfill my urge with the help of the naya “ hutch ka chota recharge”!!!….bought the recharge card and talked with my mom n dad,directly from my mobile ,without having to dial looong numbers ….
so true…”CHOTA RECHARGE,PURI BAAT”…Thanks Hutch! for coming to my rescue in my spell of imperative mood !!!! hehehe!!!
Monday, October 31, 2005
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Rain-IN !!!
Its raining so heavily and continuously here ….i hate to get drenched in rain water and I hate it most when I have to bear my feet in wet footwear…ekkss!!surprisingly the whole staff in hospital was present today...i thought ppl would take the opportunity of staying back at home and enjoying the rain from indoors! but am with ppl who say work first...good!! all i want to say now is:
"God...please help those in waterlogged places and keep them safe..Amen!"
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*Rain rain go away,
Little ‘A’ wants to play!!!*
"God...please help those in waterlogged places and keep them safe..Amen!"
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*Rain rain go away,
Little ‘A’ wants to play!!!*
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Thurday to Sunday...long way..
Have things to update here :
Since Thursday things r not going right for me …things I don’t want to happen r happening ,people who I prefer not to bring to my thoughts ,seem to have made a permanent stay in my thoughts…ok…
Thursday….i was very excited(had some new pics)…wanted to upload them in yahoo photos and send them to my bhaiyas ,cosins and friends…but the pics wouldn’t got uploaded…I tried a lot…and in my effort in doing so,I don’t know what I did…but the keyboard stopped working…I restarted the pc…tried again ,but he keyboard lay dead…I tried again n again,several times..but no result !!..so I had to bottleup up all my excitement ,sentiments,emotions(i wanted to send them to my bro ya!),, postpone the photo sharing session and switch off the PC ..i told my hubby about it,and asked him when he would get the problem fixed and he replied “sweetheart,we’ll get it done..whats the emergency!”.My hubby doesn’t sit with the pc much and gets bored when I sit for long…so few days back he had made a rhyme for me—(substituting in the lines of Machli jal ki rani hai..jevan uska pani hai,hath lagao to dar jaigi ,panise nikalo to marr jaigi..)
....
A(my name),computer ki rani hai
Jeevan uska browsing hai,
Computer ko haath lagao to dar jaigi,
Internet na ho ,to marr jaigi..
....
*sigh*
(But then my sweetheart did it today …its not so late na!)
Friday….As soon as I woke up,the first thought that came to me is that my mom and dad will not be in hyderbad next Friday(going on a visit to my bhaiya’s place,leaving me here,all alone for two months)…and then on top of that I had night duty …I just hate doing night duties specially in Ramzan…and the nurses of the MICU and paying rooms that night, seemed to have decided to trouble me every 5 min…with simple complaints of patients like fever,not able sleep,hiccups,insulin dose( for which the instructions had already been written in the case sheets)..anyways..i was on duty,I had run for everycall…sometimes to the ground floor ,sometimes third floor( and the damn lift would * purposely* not function on such tiresome days)…I was exhausted and irritable by morning 5.30…then I decide to take some rest…I harldy closed my eyes and again the phone in the DMO room rang…I lifted it(had to)…only to be asked if it was canteen….”It’s the DMO room I shouted back!!”…finally I sat up giving up my wish to take some rest before the next day’s duty..took a book and stared reading...then I continued duty till 3pm as usual…
Saturday….there is patient(Congestive Cardiac Failiure) in MICU who doesn’t get satisfied unless and until the professor comes and sees him.When I went to the MICU he was feeling breathless…I asked the nurse to put the paitent in propped up position,give him Oxygen inhalation,and Nebulisation…The patient and his attenders started making a fuss that the professor hasn’t come since morning to see his condition(professor was really late that day to make his rounds)..ok…I ran up to call the professor…he came when he was done with his work…saw all the treatment I had given,said it right and instead of encouraging me said “what do u mean patients r calling for *bade doctors* ,u should be able to gain their confidence,this should happen again…I want u to be bold,,not nervous and shaky”…O GOD! Uhuhuhu !!
Then today….again I am upset thinking about someone close to me…this friend of mine is hurting himself simply ,again n again ,just trying to win love from a girl who does care much!!(she is a good girl ofcourse,but she has her own preferences)…I know he is mature and smart enough to decide what is good for him,I mean, I have no rights to interfere in his matters…but its paining me emmensely to see him getting turned off and hurt so often.!! Whats the point getting bruised , blistered and battered for a one sided affair..yaar!
I don’t know whats wrong…is something wrong with me,or situations r not just right now..Perhaps the thought that my mom dad r going for a looooooooong vacation is running too much on my mind!!or is it because 25th October is comming near.(the first time i heard "I LOVE U" in true sense...)Yess, 25th October ...but things r not the same...both have different paths and r happy n content with thier different routes...but its a memory... a *sweet memory*,that has made me emotional...
Since Thursday things r not going right for me …things I don’t want to happen r happening ,people who I prefer not to bring to my thoughts ,seem to have made a permanent stay in my thoughts…ok…
Thursday….i was very excited(had some new pics)…wanted to upload them in yahoo photos and send them to my bhaiyas ,cosins and friends…but the pics wouldn’t got uploaded…I tried a lot…and in my effort in doing so,I don’t know what I did…but the keyboard stopped working…I restarted the pc…tried again ,but he keyboard lay dead…I tried again n again,several times..but no result !!..so I had to bottleup up all my excitement ,sentiments,emotions(i wanted to send them to my bro ya!),, postpone the photo sharing session and switch off the PC ..i told my hubby about it,and asked him when he would get the problem fixed and he replied “sweetheart,we’ll get it done..whats the emergency!”.My hubby doesn’t sit with the pc much and gets bored when I sit for long…so few days back he had made a rhyme for me—(substituting in the lines of Machli jal ki rani hai..jevan uska pani hai,hath lagao to dar jaigi ,panise nikalo to marr jaigi..)
....
A(my name),computer ki rani hai
Jeevan uska browsing hai,
Computer ko haath lagao to dar jaigi,
Internet na ho ,to marr jaigi..
....
*sigh*
(But then my sweetheart did it today …its not so late na!)
Friday….As soon as I woke up,the first thought that came to me is that my mom and dad will not be in hyderbad next Friday(going on a visit to my bhaiya’s place,leaving me here,all alone for two months)…and then on top of that I had night duty …I just hate doing night duties specially in Ramzan…and the nurses of the MICU and paying rooms that night, seemed to have decided to trouble me every 5 min…with simple complaints of patients like fever,not able sleep,hiccups,insulin dose( for which the instructions had already been written in the case sheets)..anyways..i was on duty,I had run for everycall…sometimes to the ground floor ,sometimes third floor( and the damn lift would * purposely* not function on such tiresome days)…I was exhausted and irritable by morning 5.30…then I decide to take some rest…I harldy closed my eyes and again the phone in the DMO room rang…I lifted it(had to)…only to be asked if it was canteen….”It’s the DMO room I shouted back!!”…finally I sat up giving up my wish to take some rest before the next day’s duty..took a book and stared reading...then I continued duty till 3pm as usual…
Saturday….there is patient(Congestive Cardiac Failiure) in MICU who doesn’t get satisfied unless and until the professor comes and sees him.When I went to the MICU he was feeling breathless…I asked the nurse to put the paitent in propped up position,give him Oxygen inhalation,and Nebulisation…The patient and his attenders started making a fuss that the professor hasn’t come since morning to see his condition(professor was really late that day to make his rounds)..ok…I ran up to call the professor…he came when he was done with his work…saw all the treatment I had given,said it right and instead of encouraging me said “what do u mean patients r calling for *bade doctors* ,u should be able to gain their confidence,this should happen again…I want u to be bold,,not nervous and shaky”…O GOD! Uhuhuhu !!
Then today….again I am upset thinking about someone close to me…this friend of mine is hurting himself simply ,again n again ,just trying to win love from a girl who does care much!!(she is a good girl ofcourse,but she has her own preferences)…I know he is mature and smart enough to decide what is good for him,I mean, I have no rights to interfere in his matters…but its paining me emmensely to see him getting turned off and hurt so often.!! Whats the point getting bruised , blistered and battered for a one sided affair..yaar!
I don’t know whats wrong…is something wrong with me,or situations r not just right now..Perhaps the thought that my mom dad r going for a looooooooong vacation is running too much on my mind!!or is it because 25th October is comming near.(the first time i heard "I LOVE U" in true sense...)Yess, 25th October ...but things r not the same...both have different paths and r happy n content with thier different routes...but its a memory... a *sweet memory*,that has made me emotional...
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Best Moments In Life!!
1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing till your stomach hurts.
3. Enjoying a ride on wide roads with less traffic(especially when its drizzling!).
4. Listening to your favorite song ,in a quite warm cosy room,with eyes closed or with ur favourite book.
5. Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside.
6. Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy
towel.
7. Passing your final exams with good grades.
8. Being part of an interesting conversation.
9. Finding some money in some old pants.
10. Laughing at yourself.
11. Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends.
12. Not being able to control smile ,remembering some joke ...when among strangers!
13. "Accidentally" hearing someone say something good about you.
14. Watching the sunset.
15. Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in
your
life.
16. Receiving or giving your first kiss.
17. Feeling this movement in your body when seeing this "special"
someone.
18. Having a great time with your friends.
19. Seeing the one you love happy.
20. Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his/her
perfume.
21. Visiting an old friend of yours and remembering great memories.
22. Hearing some telling you "I LOVE YOU"
23.Unexpected call from a close pal,when u r feeling blue:
True friends come in the good times when we tell them to, and come in
the bad times.....without calling."
2. Laughing till your stomach hurts.
3. Enjoying a ride on wide roads with less traffic(especially when its drizzling!).
4. Listening to your favorite song ,in a quite warm cosy room,with eyes closed or with ur favourite book.
5. Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside.
6. Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy
towel.
7. Passing your final exams with good grades.
8. Being part of an interesting conversation.
9. Finding some money in some old pants.
10. Laughing at yourself.
11. Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends.
12. Not being able to control smile ,remembering some joke ...when among strangers!
13. "Accidentally" hearing someone say something good about you.
14. Watching the sunset.
15. Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in
your
life.
16. Receiving or giving your first kiss.
17. Feeling this movement in your body when seeing this "special"
someone.
18. Having a great time with your friends.
19. Seeing the one you love happy.
20. Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his/her
perfume.
21. Visiting an old friend of yours and remembering great memories.
22. Hearing some telling you "I LOVE YOU"
23.Unexpected call from a close pal,when u r feeling blue:
True friends come in the good times when we tell them to, and come in
the bad times.....without calling."
Monday, October 10, 2005
Life with R....
…..is a BLESSING!! *Touchwood*
He is soooo loving ,caring,understanding,patient,willing to hear when I talk endless nonsense,ready to forgive,ready to help,first one to support me in most of the things,putting me at ease,comforting me,and making m more confident...
What is he? Is he human…or my Guardian Angel !!
Whose prayers r these with me..? I wonder…I have done enough ‘wrongs’ to be blessed like this!! What more do I ask for??….just a baby dear God…PLEAAAAASE!!!
(has this become too personal…but then ,its my e-DAIRY na!!)
He is soooo loving ,caring,understanding,patient,willing to hear when I talk endless nonsense,ready to forgive,ready to help,first one to support me in most of the things,putting me at ease,comforting me,and making m more confident...
What is he? Is he human…or my Guardian Angel !!
Whose prayers r these with me..? I wonder…I have done enough ‘wrongs’ to be blessed like this!! What more do I ask for??….just a baby dear God…PLEAAAAASE!!!
(has this become too personal…but then ,its my e-DAIRY na!!)
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Gosh! This dreaaamm !
I have to appear for my PLAB and DNB entrances by the middle of 2006.Since a week i haven’t touched my books, don’t know why but I was in a very “chalega” kinda mood.Day before yesterday my hubby made the payment and finaly I got registered for the PLAB (for working in UK) exam ..December 11th-DNB(Diplomate National Board) March 8th -PLAB and ….nahhh!!!!
I was sooo carefree till day before yesterday,I was giving my books only a few “touches and looks”,that too whenever I felt like(so that my books didn’t feel neglected..hehe!)…but wasnt doing serious study.
Yesterday the month of Ramzan started and I was so happy….saw the moon…smsed my bhaiya,cousins,friends,was enjoying…till midnight.Then my hubby came back from mosque(night prayers r longer in ramzan)…and searched all his old PLAB question papers,took out the oxford handbook of Internal Medicine..and handed them over to me…saying “try to be thorough in these,read up every line from this book(oxford)”.Then he said good night,lights switched off and my eyes WIDE OPEN.!
I then got up and glanced through the index of the Oxford in the dim light…
Anxiety and panic filled me and I lay apprehensive,mentally preparing a timetable for the coming few months(as if I ever went by the timetables I made).,I don’t remember when the shutters of my eyes fell, putting me to a disturbed sleep.
And like topping of a chocolate cake…to make my night worse I had this dream.
DREAM-->I saw myself taking the marks sheet of PLAB,the maximum marks were 50…and I got 41. In my dream I saw myself planning that I will manipulate the 41 to 47 before the professor makes the final marks list (this was the result of the marks sheet we had made for the final year students in our college few dys back)…any ways..when the professor,was taking the marks as I had planned I told him I got 47 ,but suddenly the person sitting next to me(my cousin,in my dream)…starts shouting that “A” has given wrong marks….And then I saw that a court case is booked against me.And the trial would be after two days…..
Goddd!!!!!! those two days in my dream,I saw myself making every possible effort to manipulate(haha!!) and every time I was near a successful manipulation,the professors detectives would come and stand in front of me(ha!ha!)…and I saw myself running on the compound wall of my dads home ,peeping through the neighbours window to see if I have a place to hide in their house..!!! I was just running from place to place,trying to make 41 into 47…THEN……trrrrrrr…..Alarm…4.30 am(Ramzan na).
I saw my hubby sleeping peacefully,then came back to senses…..haaan!that was a dream….PLAB is in March,this is October.I thanked God…slept again for a lil while before finaly geting up.
In the morning I analysed my dream….What a dream!..first of all plab is an entrance exam so it doesn’t have maximum marks…its like,, u qualify or u don’t qualify.Then my cousin(who I saw letting out my secret)is not a Medico…so what would she be doing there….and then why will my indian professor come for making PLAB(uk) entrance mark sheet.)….it was a silly dream…but IT SURE GAVE me goose pimples!!!!! Hehhehe!!”
Is that what someone meant, when they said “JARGON”?? hehe!!
I was sooo carefree till day before yesterday,I was giving my books only a few “touches and looks”,that too whenever I felt like(so that my books didn’t feel neglected..hehe!)…but wasnt doing serious study.
Yesterday the month of Ramzan started and I was so happy….saw the moon…smsed my bhaiya,cousins,friends,was enjoying…till midnight.Then my hubby came back from mosque(night prayers r longer in ramzan)…and searched all his old PLAB question papers,took out the oxford handbook of Internal Medicine..and handed them over to me…saying “try to be thorough in these,read up every line from this book(oxford)”.Then he said good night,lights switched off and my eyes WIDE OPEN.!
I then got up and glanced through the index of the Oxford in the dim light…
Anxiety and panic filled me and I lay apprehensive,mentally preparing a timetable for the coming few months(as if I ever went by the timetables I made).,I don’t remember when the shutters of my eyes fell, putting me to a disturbed sleep.
And like topping of a chocolate cake…to make my night worse I had this dream.
DREAM-->I saw myself taking the marks sheet of PLAB,the maximum marks were 50…and I got 41. In my dream I saw myself planning that I will manipulate the 41 to 47 before the professor makes the final marks list (this was the result of the marks sheet we had made for the final year students in our college few dys back)…any ways..when the professor,was taking the marks as I had planned I told him I got 47 ,but suddenly the person sitting next to me(my cousin,in my dream)…starts shouting that “A” has given wrong marks….And then I saw that a court case is booked against me.And the trial would be after two days…..
Goddd!!!!!! those two days in my dream,I saw myself making every possible effort to manipulate(haha!!) and every time I was near a successful manipulation,the professors detectives would come and stand in front of me(ha!ha!)…and I saw myself running on the compound wall of my dads home ,peeping through the neighbours window to see if I have a place to hide in their house..!!! I was just running from place to place,trying to make 41 into 47…THEN……trrrrrrr…..Alarm…4.30 am(Ramzan na).
I saw my hubby sleeping peacefully,then came back to senses…..haaan!that was a dream….PLAB is in March,this is October.I thanked God…slept again for a lil while before finaly geting up.
In the morning I analysed my dream….What a dream!..first of all plab is an entrance exam so it doesn’t have maximum marks…its like,, u qualify or u don’t qualify.Then my cousin(who I saw letting out my secret)is not a Medico…so what would she be doing there….and then why will my indian professor come for making PLAB(uk) entrance mark sheet.)….it was a silly dream…but IT SURE GAVE me goose pimples!!!!! Hehhehe!!”
Is that what someone meant, when they said “JARGON”?? hehe!!
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Meeeooowwww!!!!!!! Meeooowww!!!!!!
CUTE NAA !!?? but still cant say that i developed a liking for CATS after seeing this pic!
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