Another best MOMENT..!!

few days back i had posted about the best moments in my life....i add another one to the list :

Had gone for the sonography yesterday(first time after the goodnews)....and i saw the image of MY BABY...i saw its heart beating...i asked the doctor if i could hear the fetal heart sound and she said yes...my hubby was also called into the scan room...and we heard the heartbeat!!!...GODDD!!!...iv heard the fetal heartbeat so many times in my gynaecology posting...then y did this sound so different..so wonderful..!!!! i still am not able to get the lub-dub,lub-dub,lub-dub.lub-dub out of my ears...GOD,I LOVE U SO MUCH!! please keep my baby safe and healthy...PLEASE.PLEASE...my eyes r getting filled as iam typing this...GOD ! please be kind ...GODDD!

And guess what the Expected date of delivery according to the scan is....its 18th of July....that's the day of my marriage too....hehehe!!!

*HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!*

CELEBRATION TIME!!!

Wish u all a a MERRY CHRITMAS filled with Lords blessings,peace and joy and a VERY HAPPY AND PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR!!!!! ENJOY!!!
(Wishing all my friends in advance cuz i have night duty tomorrow...)

Again!!

i again forgot to switch off the hot water geyser today!!
This is the third time in this month that i have repeated this mistake ....
today it was on for 4 hours....a lilltle less compared to last time when it was switched on from evening to midnight...hubby asked me "oyee bacha!geyser apne on kiya tha?" and i silently nodded yes ...guilty!

DNB vs. ME…

I had the DNB entrance Exam yesterday… and must say ….what a horrible experience!”

I hardly was prepared for the entrance though I knew the dates since a long time….its my stupidity and laziness….
I read only for a week that too not seriously….Actually on Saturday I was telling my husband that I will not write the exam with such meagre preparations..but he did not listen to me ,was adamant and told me “nothing doing ,u have to go.Just go and attempt atleast,u will have exam experience”….so there was nothing more I could do but try to grab as much as possible in my minute grey cells…at the last moment..

The exam had two sessions…I went for the morning session….took the question paper and the answer sheet and sat their miserably for 3 hours…..first of all I didn’t know the answer for most of the questions and on top of that I had such morning sickness(may be it was aggravated more because of the sleepless night I had on Saturday)….at one point of time the nausea was so unbearable that I thought I will leave the hall taking permission….anyways I had sit there because I knew we were not permitted to leave the hall before time….so,I sat ….gulping the water brash that filled my mouth every now n then….mean while trying to read the questions and answer…and to tell u the truth I marked answers for most of the questions doing “in pin safety pin ,in- pin- out!!”….cuz there was no negative marking for the wrong answers …so on whichever option my finger would stop with the “in pin” I would mark that option as the answer…..hehe!!…what to do, a person so unprepared like me has no other way!!! I remembered the days of my past when I used to study so hard ….study for long hours till mom shouted at me and asked me to close my books and sleep for sometime…I used to be so well prepared for all the exams…..is this the same me??I wonder…

Anyways…this was DNB……I still have PLAB….which is in March… And I have to do very well in PLAB…cuz if I don’t …then my validity for IETLS(English exam)which is only for 2 years will end ….and I will have to appear for IELTS again if I want to give PLAB a second chance…
March which seemed to be so faaaaaaar away suddenly has come so close…its only two and half months from now….and I have sooooo much to study…..and we will be having guest at home for the next two month….And my hubby who wants to stick to me all the time he is at home(now-a –days iam calling him fevicol...heheee!!) he doesnt want me to do anything butjust sit with him and do”time paas”...hehee!!.. PLUS this nausea and my job!….todays headlines in the news paper read- ‘Lure of job derails further studies in young college graduates’ so true it is….i shouldn’t have taken up the job soon after my internship instead should have concentrated on studies…..

Oh God!!!….show me just one tiny miny hole through which I can escape all these situations.

Prayer time ::(his is school times prayer song I could remember just the last part of it)
“Showers of blessings..
Showers of blessings we need,
Mercy drops round us are falling ….
But for the showers we plead….”

i wish I could just skip this period in my life…I wish when I open my eyes tomorrow morning I get a PG degree with my name written on it in front of me…hehe!!
But then…”no gains without pains!!”

SMILE...

dint know what to write(cuz if i start writng i'll write only about ONE thing ..hehe!!!!..and i dint want to do that)...so thought of posting these poems on SMILE...which i had read few days back...

1) SMILE..

Life is a mixture of sunshine and rain
Laughter and pleasure,teardrops and pain.

All days cant be bright,but its certainly true,
They was never a cloud the sun didn’t shine through.

So,just keep on smiling whatever betides you,
Secure in the knowledge God is always besides you.

And you wil find that when you smile,your day will be brighter,
And all your burdens will seem so much lighter.

For,each time you smile,you will find its true,
Somebody ,somewhere smiles back to you.

2)I LOVE UR SMILE !

I love to see your smile,
That will make my life worthwhile.

Bigger and bigger your smile should grow,
Brighter the light of my life will glow.

Whatever sufferings I have to bear,
I’ll do it for you ,I swear!!

Through endless days your smile should gleam,
That is my life time dream.

Tears and pearls that should not be lost,
I’ll take care of your sorrows at my cost.

When ever you feel a little blue,
And nothing on earth can make life more worthwhile,
Than the sunshine and warmth of a beautiful SMILE…!!!
Count on my love which is only for you..!!

Thats all for today..!!