Had a nice day yesterday…domestic …but still cool ….tensionfree,hasslefree…

Got up in the morning….maid hadn’t turned up….prepared a quick breakfast for hubby,packed his lunchbox…he becomes extra affectionate whenever I have to make breakfast ect ..for him….such hai yaar-‘A mans way to heart is through his stomach’…hehe! …waved him bye…

Made a detailed breakfast for myself and my MIL…by then my baby awoke….now-a-days he has started fighting like sounds if he doesnt find his parents on waking up….so gave him hug…tried to cheer him….gave him a bath(have marveled in this field now!!!)
….fed him –banana mashed in milk…

Then he was busy with his playful ,inquisitive activities…Didn’t have to make lunch…SIL had sent lunch and it was sufficient enough to serve for dinner too...wow! what a relief !!!

Then logged in …. Had to return a few things to 'someone'….had this in my mind since long....it seemed as though I had a grrrrreat responsibility on my shoulders (let me mention- my tender shoulders..hehe!!)
Even while returning these things,I tried to be somewhat bitchy and vampish…hehe!!!...
I do not say that the 'person' was particulary fond of me or may be dint like me from the beginning itself…but to know it myself ….for sure that im being hated by that 'particular person' ….feels relaxing,somewhat……
But one thing yaar….i really wonder….when the person has soooooooooooo many other friends of same gender as me….and is constantly in touch with them all….then why was the ban imposed only on me???....may be im very dangerous….hehe!!...am i??....people who meet me,know me in person tell me that im a very mild kind of creature….is it all false??...
was it right that my baby was cursed….and when I just pretended to curse ‘the persons’ would be kids…I annoyed ‘the person’ enormously…no one ever cared to understand how I felt when my newborn was cursed ….reason behind the curse-I was being an enthusiastic new mom and was sharing my baby’s developments with someone I felt was my friend….but even my occasional smses were misunderstood(my smses were being ignored since feb….i had asked the reason in between….reply was ‘no reason’….how was I to understand that ignoring my sms post 18thjuly was something different….how was I to understand that this time it had a reason….i wanst told ,I had been irritating!!!)….my baby cursed,and I was made to feel like a big outlaw…

anyways…yesterday I have severed even the last few strings of the relation that had begun to take an ugly shape …though silent…now –hate me as best as u can for the rest of ur life….curse me ,not my child…

The evening was pleasant….hubby noticed that I was a little put off when he returned….he asked me if it was PMS…I said ‘no’….so he said ‘u are upset about something…its clear….lets go out for shopping.or just an outing’….i wanst in mood….but he insisted “ u wanted to shop for footwear since so many days,u haven t been to ur beautician also….lets do that,plus we will see what else we can do”.I got ready reluctantly…and we went…and must say….sudden ,undecided outings are much much better than the ones whish are previously planned.We had a nice time ….shopped footwear for myself and hisham,and took one bag for Riyaz…had dinner out….sat ,and played with Hisham at tankbund till midnight…then returned…and …
It was a good day after all…..with my family….with my tensions finished…wow!!! hahahaaa!!!